did you know that we are gonna have pandas soon?
hehehe, it was my birthday then chinese new year! gong xi fa cai hohoho!
my birthday: haha i had a cute little party at yeye's home, just like when we were little, celebration with thy cousins. we had dominos~~~ but mummy ordered the wrong pizza >.< but its okay! haha and i got many angpaos whoooop! then shushu asked, 'why ur life so sad, 18th birthday celebrate with family? u no friends uh?' and then i became really really sad like sad sad i almost cried! cuz that afternoon i had to invite people out to lunch with me! and i was like, where my friends at? :( BUT ITS OKAY!!! THIS SADNESS WAS SOON OVER AND I HAD A HAD A HAD A WOOOOOOOOOOOONDERFUL SURPRISE!! i cant believe i was so dense actually, had i not seen the message, i would totally have NO CLUE at all! but atually got alot of hints alr lo come to think of it, like if i had taken more notice of muh surroundings? hahah but I LOVE SURPRISES!! if i hadnt known, hadnt went OMG alr when i saw the message, i would have totally sobbed. lol. anyway, GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND THANK THEM ALL AND I HAVE SUCH AMAZING FRIENDS IM ACTUALLY NOT ALONE AT ALL AND SHUSHU, MUAHAHHAA HERE MY BABES AT!
chinese new year: geez. nothing. all i did was finding a spot at every house i went to and did my report. :(
BEDOK.
yes that cute little old town filled with golden memories of the yesteryears. okay not really. but there are alot. alot. alot of senior citizens here. its the 2nd largest next to Toa Payoh i heard. its so weird. like, i heard from someone that living in bedok isnt for the faint-hearted, and the kind-hearted, nor the hard-hearted. and honestly, damn true.
today, an eighty year old man committed theft from daddy's store. bad right? how could he? but wait. you know what he stole? COUGH SYRUP. and i was like, BUY IT FOR HIM!!! but you cant. you must not. no matter how heart broken or sorry or whatever you feel for this old man you must not help.not asking you to be heartless or unsymphatetic or anything, its just what you should not do. because how are you going to help him? you buy one bottle for him, he's gonna come back for more. then he'll take advantage and maybe go through means to receive that treatment he received from you before. are you going to provide for him for the rest of his life? whta will happen if he gets into trouble or something one day, you gonna be responsible for him? what about his friends who are of similar plight to him? are you gonna sponsor them too? so i guess you gotta hold your conscious and just do whats best. if you live here. similar to those grannies selling tissues at food centres. do you know that you have a high chance of getting spat at if you buy tissue from her competitor but refuse to buy from her cause you alr had 3 new packets with you? do you know that you could start a bitchfight among the grannies? yes thanks for your help. much thanks.
its so hard, sometimes, how sorry you feel for them, where all their kids abandon them, they have no choice but to resort to these. they can be so sick but poor they have no choice but to steal cough syrup. honestly i cant stand having to be so heartless like that. but you cant not be if you want to stay here.
another thing. bedok is totally not a good place to raise children. honestly. i've been molested, flashed at, soon to be raped im not surprised. and trust me, they can get away with it as they are crazy. alot of them. theres nothing the police can do.
but its cute, you do see old couples being so sweet and loving, holding hands crossing the roads, waiting for each other, eavesdropping on their conversations, etc. it just leads you to believe in eternal love or something along the lines. this couple from across the street, very old, eighty plus plus?every morning when i go to school, since secondary school days, i see the both of them holding hands, walking real real real slow towards the exercise corner downstairs of my block. its real sweet... and sometimes if im late for school and they are already downstairs when i go down, i see the lady feeding her man biscuits. after 4 years i finally knew where they lived, cause i walked pass their wake... theirs. i totally cannot describe how i felt then.
maybe one day i'll find that someone too, and then when its time, we'll leave this place together. that would be very, very, very sweet.
L O O K A T T H A T ! ! ! ! ! !
